UPDATE

Update 1: So I've finally gotten my glasses that I've been needing for a few months now. I wore them out and to school for the first time today and it was a lot less climatic than I anticipated. I'm not sure why I thought it would make my day any different or that people would have treated me any different. I think I've come to the conclusion that I accepted people to make as big a deal about them as I did. I felt different wearing them but no one else seemed to feel different seeing me wearing them (which of course they wouldn't when I think about it), although friends and acquaintances(?) commented on them and did the thing where they point out to me that I had glasses on. I could rant forever about this. Moving on!

Update 2: Rain. It has been unusually cold in Australia even in FNQ which has been ridiculous so the whether has been oddly cold and rainy. This makes school unbearable. Because Australian schools are very open so everywhere is wet when it rains. There is no where to go that is not windy or rainy except the over crowded library. Its been horrible. My boots have been ruined, I'm pretty much always having a bad hair day and makeup is defiantly not worth the effort because it'll be immediately washed away. Although at the same time, I really do love this whether.

Update 3: The big exam that decides 50% of my OP for school is coming up in about 6 weeks which is absolutely terrifying. The two practice exams I've done have been a complete bust which destroyed all my confidence and it is terrifying. Enough of that!

Update 4: Gotta take my cat to the vet. She probably has a weird fungi, skin, gross thing that I gotta sort out.

Update 5: Thinking of doing more internet things. Maybe putting more effort into this blog? Maybe doing a YouTube thing? A podcast? Idk, how I would go with that. But maybe it is just another way of me procrastinating from what I should really be focusing on in my life.

I'm not sure what has motivated me to make a stupid generic update post but I've found it very therapeutic to type it all out and evaluate everything to myself. I think its been good and I'm going to do more of these.